Roberto da Silva Rocha, university professor and political scientist
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I had a 16-year relationship, of the dating type. It's like a car accident: nobody leaves home thinking about crashing the car.
I met her married, still, she was my wife's co-worker, and introduced herself to me as a friend.
introduced herself to me as a friend.
She was very beautiful, blonde, green eyes, slim, tall, Giselle Bünchen, and she was soon being nice to me, a black man from Rio de Janeiro, and later I found out that she was married to a mulatto man; her friends were almost always black; this is important to say: she had a fetish for black skin color.
We both split up; that same year I split up with my neguinha, her friend
her friend, and she separated from her husband.
Then she advanced on my intimacy, both of us already single, and I told her that I was not interested in dating; then she fell down in bewilderment: how could I not be interested in such a beautiful muse?
Then I left her further baffled when I explained the reasons why I wasn't interested in her, even because her friend - my ex - was quite ugly, despite the mulatto's beautiful body, she was very ugly, so I explained that contrary to what she expected to hear I told her that I just couldn't date such a beautiful person, I started avoiding divas when I was 13 years old, after I had a traumatic experience and never wanted to accept relationships with very beautiful women again, this ends up becoming a process of abuse, mistreatment, lack of attention, lack of care, lack of affection, lack of interest, that is the reason: beautiful women don't make an effort to please their partners.
She reacted incredulously, laughed a lot and said I was a crazy guy.
Then, challenged, she decided to harass me every weekend at the bar where she worked with my ex-wife, and I had frequented there for 14 years, since then she always found a way to come and talk to me whenever she had a break during work.
We ended up staying: together, a little bar here and there, I ended up frequenting her house, and when we realized we were being friendly; then I realized that the next step would be to go to bed together.
So I outlined my strategy: no sex with her until I knew what she was like.
Before long, she got pregnant, and came to me asking for money to have an abortion for the other guy's child; she said she wanted to be with me, and, with another guy's baby with her, she feared that I would not accept that.
On the contrary, I asked her not to abort, I am a Christian, I don't accept abortion; she was desperate: so I told her I would help her raise the baby.
She spent the pregnancy suffering a lot, with great depression, she didn't talk to the father of the child, but got along well with her mother-in-law, I mean, the mother of the child's father; so I didn't even imagine that we would be friends from then on, but, time went by; ten years passed and we continued in the same friendship, I started to participate in her family's life with all her brothers, cousins, nephews, father and mother, and when I started to think about making a commitment, ten years later, boom, she gets pregnant again with another guy.
I was disappointed, but the friendship continued; so I started to plan my escape; I was ready to retire and all I had to do was file the papers and wait; this took five years, when I ran away to another state, already retired, 1800 km away without telling her.
She panicked, started sending me videos and pictures of erotic nudity, masturbating, dancing to funk songs, this 16 years after we met for the first time, so I got scared, because we had never kissed, and the only sex was five years before, out of curiosity, in a motel, where that moment was very boring, neither I liked it nor she, who was very nervous; now she only talked about fucking me a lot, she wanted to be fucked until it hurt, she wanted to suck me off and come in my mouth.
What happened?
Could someone there explain it to me properly?
I currently have another girlfriend here in the South, she is 17 years old, this story happened in Brasilia.
I said that I didn't want to be with her because she had all the time in the world to say these things and I wouldn't accept this manipulation, even because she got involved with at least one other guy, according to the pictures on social networks, putting my life and hers at risk because her last guy was a murderer and was having intimate visits in his cell and fucked her during the time off from the penitentiary, and he could kill her and me if he knew he was being betrayed.
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